"I am still not ok. My anxiety is unbearable. I am deeply depressed. I AM NOT SUICIDAL. Even in my state of mind, that would be a selfish move to pull on my family. I love you, girls! Sorry, I have no fc to rtf on gifts, cards, flirts, etc. Blessings. I love my Lord and Savior! BTW CuF, give me an American flag. I’ve never even been to Canada. "